IMAGE IS LOADING, PLS BE PATIENT.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

the end is near!

Gosh!

What I am feeling now is exactly how I felt a month ago.
Feelings of anxiety, stress, desperate-ness..

5 more days to handing in of FYP report feels just like 5 more days to my first exam paper.

Maybe it's cos I'm a last minute worker. Sigh, it's really hard not to procrastinate. As one of my fellow last minute workers put it, we work better when its nearing deadlines. In other words, we work better when stressed.

I'm bored, stuck in front of my computer trying to churn out my first draft by tomorrow.

I so so want to go home, slack on the couch, read the long-overdue Christmas cards that are lying unopened at home, sleep for more than 12 hrs a day, try out new baking recipes, rebond my hair, meet up with friends (before the new sem starts) and go shopping!! I suppose there are many Post-Xmas sales going on right now and definitely Post-NY sales early next year! New clothes for a permanently up-sized me, new shoes for the new sem and new bags! My shoes and bags are pathetically worn out now :(

But the end is near.. :)

Add colours to your life!!
2:16 PM


Monday, December 24, 2007

Just like a star (Grey's Anatomy)

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...
Your love,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
To anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

Add colours to your life!!
12:32 AM


Sunday, December 23, 2007

and Xmas comes to WOW

It's not easy having a gamer as your bf, you have to be understanding that the seemingly not important game is actually very important to him. So instead of fighting (with the game) for his attention, understand and show interest in the game and talk game with him.

Hey I think I've mastered that.

And World of Warcraft is actually quite interesting at times. Like for example today, it seems like the characters in WOW also celebrate Christmas Day! They were dressed in Santa costumes and taking a group photo... Can u imagine..

Nonick who is usually a hunky hunter is reduced to a dwarf in Santa Claus costume today


The group photo of their beloved characters dressed for the festive season. Can u spot the snowman and reindeer?

1 Santarina and 3 (vertically-challenged) Santas!

Ok, I can't imagine that I've actually taken photos of his characters too! haha maybe I'm too boliao watching him play the game. Must join in the fun at times.

Add colours to your life!!
10:50 PM


Happy 22nd Birthday to Vivian!

Because of some important events, I've been spared from spending this weekend in lab. First was meet the parents and today is Vivian's Birthday!
But but my mind was too preoccupied with my less than half done FYP report and the last few set of data that are still lacking. As well as the xmas presents that I've yet to buy! and today is already the eve of Christmas eve. Was kind of a mood-spoiler during Vivian's birthday celebration. Vivian, I am truly deeply sorry.

So I did not really enjoy this break and would rather be back in lab, I think I felt guilty not being in lab. OMG, can't imagine I actually feel that.

But the break was great, nevertheless. (I am seriously self-contradicting, ain't I?) Had a sumptuous cantonese meal prepared by yinye's mum yesterday and some shopping done today! At least I managed to buy my Christmas presents at the last minute. Tomorrow (xmas eve) will be my usual lab day, so die die have to get today.
We had pasta at Pasta de Waraku, a new Jap fusion pasta restuarant. I think this kind of restuarants are quite popular nowadays, there's also another one in Citylink.

The Birthday Gal!

Lisa + Viv + Zer = 66 yrs of age..


Poke the egg first and let the egg yolk flow down and coat the fettucini!
Reminds me of the carbonara prepared by Emmanuel aka Pitto, except that he mixed the egg and pasta before serving!

Mine! Spicy Prawn Carbonara.. Look at the prawns.. EIGHT of them! :)

Lisa and I didn't have time to get Vivian a birthday present and we bought her a book that she saw today. Something about a beautiful mind. Hope you like the book and hope it helps! :)

Happy 22nd Birthday again! Hope u had a great day with your friends and family!


Add colours to your life!!
10:31 PM


Saturday, December 22, 2007

Super size ZER


Urgh. It's holidays and I've been having macdonalds every other day for the past 2 weeks.

It's fast, convenient, junkie and can-gobble-down-within-10 minutes.

Talk about losing weight. Gotta wait till 2008 comes.

One more week left to 2008 and deadline for FYP report.

Add colours to your life!!
11:28 AM


Monday, December 10, 2007

Happy Holidays!! (for now..)

Zer had a great and fantastic weekend! Slept till 2pm on Saturday and went to Ruoxuan's 21st birthday party and saw most of the CAC peepz.. and today had ktv with the pub peepz and fencing friends! Its just great meeting up with so many pple whom I had hardly seen this semester or even since I returned from Denmark! So many things to catch up with some old friends and it just feels like the old times.

And during the gatherings, we planned for more future outings! like new year's eve party, xmas gift sharing, MORE ktv sessions (no longer lookin forward to them) Sounds quite exciting eh, but I can hardly truly feel the excitement in me. Somemore in the back of my mind, I have this nagging ominous feeling that I may not be able to join my friends in the festive celebrations as freely as I want to. Somewhere in my brain is screaming.."FYPPP!!" How I wish I do not have to do that this holidays. But I must pull through and wrap up my experiments soon. I must I must I must...

Just pray for me and wish me best of luck when I resume my experiments come this (much dreaded) Tuesday after my much deserved stress-free wkend!! Wish that my microscope will be in top condition, pray that my lovely bacteria will be in good mood, and hope that my mentor will give my more timely feedback for my results....

I really really need the luck!

And I'm so looking forward to the next weekends already. Mahjong and maybe some peaceful (sleeping) at home. Really envious of pple going for holidays.. tingyun to hk... mel to melbourne... xinling to genting, yian to cambodia, max to pangkor and yanli to taiwan... I also want!! But I have to wait till after graduation I guess...

-----Vietnam, Taiwan, Hongkong and more!! (I hope:)

Add colours to your life!!
12:51 AM


Saturday, December 8, 2007

Renewed::Refreshed::Rejuvenate::Reborn

Change is always a good thing.

I've changed my blogskin again. Call me a Capricious Woman! Cutesy Cartoony drawings with my favourite cotton-ball SHEEP, and everything Cheery Merry Bright and Shiny. It is so me!! Must be mirroring my current state right now.

So sorry to all for my no-post in the past few months. No, this blog has not died yet. Haha was just taking a break, cos was going through a rough patch and it just doesn't seem right not to reflect the true me in my blog. So I had to take a break. Right now, I guess I'm back to face the whole world for good. Not ever going to hide or play a game of cat and rat (is there such game?)

Anyways, some recent updates: My examinations are finally over and which means I am supposed to have my holidays now!!

But but but... my FYP deadline is Monday, 31 Dec 2007 6pm.

This means I won't be enjoying much this holidays. No time and no mood I guess.. I'm so craving for a short-getaway trip too! But I guess anything too fanciful have to wait after graduatioN!

So its the time to put in hard work and work our asses off this hols.
To all fellow friends doing FYP this hols: Good Luck and We can do it! :)

Oh and one last thing: I'm glad I changed it.

Add colours to your life!!
2:12 AM